lingling :)

2007-04-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

sad. there's so many things happening and i just want to live a simple live. i dont want to care so much about the other things. i guess the old feelings are back and its time for me to do some checking. maybe im that lousy, that useless. i dont want to cover up for anything anymore. i want to be the most normal person.

and i think this will be the last entry here. i dont think i want to keep this blog any more. but i wouldnt delete it. just in case i change my mind.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2007-04-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

im so angry abt the game today, both on myself and the other person. i shan't elaborate.

but im back home now after cherlyn's birthday celebration. i hope u like everything we prepared for u. its a very simple day but i hope u enjoyed everything. happy 18th birthday! :) and please send photos ok. we have lots of photo with u not sent! then i will upload real soon!

2007-04-12T23:45:00.000+08:00

i just had a long talk with amanda chung xiao fang. not very long actually, but considering we haven't been talking for quite some time. and im so happy! :):):):):):):):):) hahahaha. i miss all of you so much! can we meet up soon? and so we can see the legendary tommy from hongkong!

2007-04-12T22:01:00.000+08:00

pictures from the barbeque, happy 10th anniversary tpiranhas! :)

2007-04-11T13:04:00.000+08:00

school's going to start soon! and im looking forward. actually, so that i can meet more people and do things that im suppose to do everyday. hahaha. cant wait for timetable to be out. i hope it will be nice like hectic days on mondays tuesdays and thursdays, because those are the days that i have training and will stay in school no matter what. so please let my wednesdays and fridays be free like end school at 1 or something like that!

im looking forward to my new class. better let me have good and nice people plus handsome guys! hahahaha. and good tutors! ok i really cant wait for school to start.

will be going queensway this thursday. to get my knee guard! i need to gear up for saturday's game! hahahaha. and oh! i know who's my eggmirer already, the one who gave me squashed up kinder surprise egg! hahahaa. that sememek face. the egg also like sememek like that.

ok im so happy now i dont know why. even though i think im having broad shoulders! which i dont want. i think i will go and shorten some bones or what la. i want to be small like last time! :(

2007-04-08T22:15:00.000+08:00

went for tpiranhas 10th anniversary bbq ytd. its good i must say. before that went town with kelly. its nice to catch up with u again! :)

im feeling so damn bad now, i cut my toe quite deeply and its bleeding like mad. it went through the whole plaster can u imagine that even after i wash and clean it then put another plaster, the blood went through the whole plaster again. so the whole plaster is like soaked with blood. damn disgusting i know and its fucking pain! im surviving on cotton now and one last plaster left.

i hope i can still run tmr and dont die.

2007-04-06T15:10:00.001+08:00

DECEMBER BABY
This straight-up means ur the most good-lookingperson possible... better than all of these othermonths! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitivein everything. Active in games and interactions.Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential inorganizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,yet complicated to know. Easily influenced bykindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots ofideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends todelay. Choosy and always wants the best.Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves tojoke. Good debating skills. Has that someonealways on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.Able to show character. one guy/girl kind ofperson. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves todress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom showsemotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.Sensitive.

yes im having cold now :(

2007-04-02T09:50:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a hell tiring day. im back to tommy hilfiger for work. and yesterday is my first day back and i had full shift. its super tiring and im working again today. i was complaining like mad ytd to my manager. hahahha. so at least i get quite a good shift today. heehee. i cant wait for school to start actually. i dont like holidays now. i got nothing to do. so i prefer school life. and working makes me wants to shop so damn much. like u are shopping everyday actually and u just want to buy everything u see. ok, i dont know what else to blog. bye bye. off to work soon.

2007-03-30T13:49:00.000+08:00

photos!

23rd march 2007 birthday boy and i

on the sky train, hahaha. he's going to faint anytime. so i try distracting him with the camera
sky luge! its damn freaking fun i swear! everyone should try. but u have to be above 110cm! heehee

end the day at sentosa and head to sembawang for some great barbeque

all that were present!

yep! then the barbeque ended. its a great day i must say! :)

2007-03-26T22:12:00.000+08:00

im suppose to upload photos since i have already gotten them. but i guess i shall do it another day due to my not so good mood now. went for mixed training just now. i was actually enjoying it at first even though training started late as usual because people come late. until, i was really annoyed and sad about something he said. i have been thinking and wondering about my position in this team. whether or not im needed in this team. i heard many things before and now this one came to me. i was really ______. if thats what u all feel about me and think that i cant do anything better than that, then fine i will just stop training and sit one corner.

it really hit me damn hard, and led me to think. but im really glad about what charlotte told me. to be strong. maybe i should prove to them my worth.?

and i also realise something, that _______ wouldn't always be _______. what other people say can be right too.

2007-03-24T22:20:00.000+08:00

finally i got some time to post something up here. past few days were blast! had training on tuesday, then wednesday rest i think then its thursday! the most awaited day! had agm first for tpiranhas. ended late for me, then i rush off to sentosa to meet my baby!

to celebrate his birthday. i will upload pictures from that pimples also can see camera real soon. its a stayover from thursday to friday. then we went to the beach for some games and sun tanning. even though the sun wasnt there but we had alot of fun! playing volleyball, soccer, frisbee, swimming and the skyride and sky luge! its the best thing ever! every one should try the luge! damn bloody good i tell u. played until super tired. and i got my shoulders peeling! :(

after all the fun at sentosa we head to sembawang for some barbeque. sit sround talk talk and eat alot. hahahaha. and i learnt a new game call bridge! i want to play it again. then left to go home and rest well for the game on saturday, which is today.

even though i never play, im very happy for the team. even though i very very very super much wished a thousand times that i would be on the field. but whatever, its over already. so let's look forward to next week's game. hopefully it will be a good one too!

i will be working for the natas fair at suntec tomorrow. i should have worked today! but nvm, and i got a nano! thanks to dee. hahahaha! 170 la! she just refuse to let me have the friend friend discount. so yep that's about all. i will post pictures soon! :)

2007-03-19T11:35:00.000+08:00

havent been updating much. last week is full of rugby i must say.
went sentosa yesterday for some beach touch fiesta thing. havent been there for a very long time. but i still know about the sentosa express and the beach tram stuff. not like somebody! hahahahaha. and i miss my boyfriend so much. because i havent seen him for a very long time also. this week will be a better week!
because his birthday is coming and i have everything all planned!
hopefully it will go on smoothly and it will be a fun and enjoyable one. showed him the watch yesterday, even though the reaction wasnt like "OMG I LOVE IT SO MUCH" but i still hope u like it :) i cant wait for friday to come!

i haven been watching lots of desperate housewives recently because im having my holidays.
and i dont think im going to work already because that stupid manager never get back to me. i will search somewhere else, even though i very much dont feel like working. but i dont want my bank ledger's balance to decrease everytime! hahahahaha. so let's see how things go.

oh! and i went for HPT's bbq on saturday. i will upload pictures soon too. its great to meetup with secondary school pals.

2007-03-11T20:34:00.000+08:00

there's so many information in my head now. there's so many things to think and so many decisions to make. its like i do agree with charlotte and i would love to play and train with her. she's also the reason why i join the team. however things are not as easy as i thought it would be. its so messy now. more and more conflicts and i feel that im nothing to the team. i feel that im not needed there at all.

i know myself very well that im not a good player and i need to improve alot. there's so many many things. right from the start i jsut want to stay out of trouble. do what i think is right, do what i will be happy. i dont like things now. so many things to worry and so many things to do.

i just feel like going to some unknown island and hide myself there for a few days.

2007-03-10T00:11:00.000+08:00

ok so im much calm down now
yep, tmr's my first STL match, im quite excited about it
and im having a bad stomache, i dont know why
i hope it will recover by tmr and i can play well tmr. i will try my best to catch every ball.
roll on the floor or whatever, i will try.
and i have a bad feeling about the stomache thing.
ok, nvm so let's hope tmr will be a good day
since its pretty much settled already :)

2007-03-07T21:06:00.000+08:00

yay!

went arab street today to get the overdue things that im suppose to get
so i made a belt for my mum, 2 necklaces for sarah, 3 necklaces and a pair of suspenders for myself! im so happy! i made all of them :D

so happy! then head to bugis for some shopping, bought shades, belt and black skinnies. like finally. hahahaha. dd should know that im searching for all of these for a very long time! and i finally got them.
that makes me a very happy girl.
and all these doesnt cost me alot, not alot alot but i did spent quite abit. hahaha
but its ok, cause i havent been shopping for a long time. spent a little to be happy then i can save again to be another happier girl another day! :D

2007-03-07T11:59:00.000+08:00

hello.
i changed my blogskin yesterday. but only get to see it today cause blogger is really lag and im considering switching to livejournal. hope this blogskin will keep me here. hahahaha
and goodluck to all my friends receiving their posting results. i know its a little late, let me know if u are going to TP! i will meet each and everyone of u for lunch. i can introduce all the nice food to u all! hahahaha. come tp! its a good school! heehee :D
and i dont know what i want to write already.
i think i shall end here.

2007-03-05T23:26:00.000+08:00

so i havent really been updating
exams are over
im doing well now
thanks for those who are concern
esp deedee and izyan, im sorry to show my ugly ugly face and whining about not going for training on friday. really thank you.

so now im stuck to sweet escape
and i want to live in happy avenue,
when i was going home today, the bus went pass this place called hapy ave.
so i really want to live there so that i will be happy.
i wonder whether it works this way but, by telling people that u live in happy ave is already a better thing than tampines st 23.
hahaha. ok anyway

i think im going to work, the same old job
cause its so flexible that i can always keep my monday thursday and saturdays free for rugby
but i dont think i will start that fast
cause i really want to rest and enjoy a little first.

2007-03-01T21:24:00.001+08:00

finally, exams came to an end.
but im not happy at all.

2007-02-28T20:43:00.000+08:00

i need time
time to calm down
to accept the fact
to learn and to adapt
i need time

i seriously need time
to be alone
to accept that fact that im alone

all this come so sudden
i dont know what to do
its definitely not what i hope for
i dont know whether its good or bad
i hope someone's lying

perhaps its not my best yet

2007-02-28T10:56:00.000+08:00

yay!
im left with 2 papers only
marketing and econs. (i really need to mug for)
and accounting paper yesterday was hell!
its so damn difficult.
everything just don balance and i stupidly change my correct answer to the wrong one!
wth.
but stats was damn good.
i just did it like a practice paper.
thats how easy it was, its open book!
so yea.
going to have lunch later!

exams going to end very soon!
and im smelling all the fun already! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

2007-02-26T16:55:00.000+08:00

i can definitely die studying accounting.
and i got good idea for cherlyn's birthday!
yahahahaha. thats what i have been thinking

hahahaha die tomorrow.
anyway i have been thinking what i want to learn next time
i want to learn diving, windsurfing, kick boxing, those salsa type of dance (haha! laugh at me), drawing good things, cooking delicious food, better photoshop and html
and i think thats all? hahahahaha!

there's so many things i want to do and im stuck here with accounting and exams
booooooooooooooooooooo

2007-02-26T15:29:00.000+08:00

finally took my first paper! its a good start, as the paper wasnt really difficult.
mangaeable i shall say.
the funny part is i actually forgot that international management exist.
hahahahha! i totally left out the chapter but luckily not much came out from there.

so now im left with 4 papers. still alot i know.
and i have 2 papers tomorrow:
accounting 930-1130
statistics 1900-2100
tell me the timing sucks.
but its ok, im staying in school to study and practice stats with erica.
hope the papers for tmr will be good too!

2007-02-24T10:56:00.000+08:00

yay! weekends are here

i cant wait for visiting and getting more angbaos

sorry i cant play for stl today.

good luck! hope it will be a good one.

after the weekends it will be exam time

i hope it will be easy

like manageable.

then i cant wait for thursday.

when the last paper ends!

then its time to PLAYYYYYYYYY!

i already know what i want to do!

many people date me already.

go arab street with zhenhui, reunion dinner with secondary school friends , sentosa with deedee and izzy?, tat's birthday!, more touch rugby and shopping!

i cant waittttttttttttttttttt.

2007-02-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

YAY!
i changed my blogskin
its rather simple but i like it this way.

so i finish pom and done with marking the pages for bstats
took a break to rest and so came up with this skin!
hopefully its better!
:)

2007-02-22T17:42:00.000+08:00

i swear, im so bored that im having headaches!
hahahaha.
i dont know what to do now
i can die studying la.

i want to go out! meet up with my friends! i have been away from my dearest friends for so long! hahahaha. and i cant decide which i should buy, a nano 2gd or 4 gb? or a camera. but i think camera my father will get since he already knows about it. but it wouldnt be so soon i guess. i dont like to take pictures using my pathetic phone. its so ugly can. i need to go for some shopping!

2007-02-22T13:05:00.000+08:00

im so bored!
i cant study
i cant wait for exams to end la!
hahahahaha.
i want to go out, play have fun and enjoy life.
studying during this time is seriously wrong.
arrrggghhh !
i cant waittttttt!

but i received 4 angbaos today. hahahah
by studying at home and studying i received 4
more to come on saturday and sundays.
but i have to study finish before saturday.
that's the deadline.

ok back to my POM

2007-02-21T12:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

im back from thailand. 4days 3 nights, the trip was actually quite horrible. but still i wouldnt like to go back there for shopping purposes. HAH! i reached thailand on the 17th of february, around evening time. so we just had steamboat for dinner then back to the hotel. the worst day was second day. we set off early in the morning to CAMBODIA. i dont know why we are going there but its part of the tour. bus ride like 4-5 hours then lunch then bus ride again. finally we reached there.

the funny part came, we asked the tour guide whether we need to go to that cambodia immigrant place as we only went through the thailand one. then the tour guide says"oh! no need, cambodia is a free land. so its ok" we were like feeling werid but since the tour guide says so, we just follow. then we head to the hotel and walk around. after that the next morning we are supose to leave cambodia. so we carry our luggages and walk under the hot sun to the thai immigrant and realise that we cant go back to thailand. simply because we were no where for one night. after we left thailand, we never step into any other country (as it is not stated in the passport). i swear we nearly beat that tour guide up, as we still asked him if we need to but he said no. so nevermind. we spent the whole morning walking around, here and there finding the cambodia immigrant to settle our passport stuff. in the end, we were charged overstaying! and thats not the worst part. can u imagine a whole group of 23 chinese, carrying luggages and walking here and there under the hot sun in cambodia? all the people there were staring at us because firstly we are like crazy people and second we are like tourist, so they might be trying to think of ways to steal our things.

one very unpleasant experience. as we all know that cambodia's a poor country. when we first reached there, alot of young small kids came and beg money from us. i really pity them, as they are really young and skinny. but to my surprise! they actually use one hand to carry a bowl or someting like that to beg for money as a cover up and the other hand will put into our pockets and steal money from us! we were all damn shocked! can u imaine young kids doing such things! so we were very careful with our things from then on.

so after all the hassle, we finally get out of cambodia and return to better thailand. and we finally get to shop! hahahaha. thats the best part of the whole trip there. hahahaha! we shop and shop and shop until we come back to singapore. yep. i would want to go back to thailand definitely! but no not cambodia! ahhahaha.

ok. so im back now in singapore safely in one small piece! :) so i need to get back to my books for some serious studying as exams are just 4 days away.

2007-02-15T21:09:00.000+08:00

year 2007 is really not a good one for me. i fall sick again. this time its kind of serious. having fever so i cant go school tmr. cause i better rest and get well before saturday. i need to go thailand. if not i will need to go for injection which i seriously hate.

on a lighter note, i finished my fashion project in class today! hurray! so no more projects and i can concentrate on my exams. my fashion teacher is actually not that bad because she helped me alot with my drawings today. she like touch up on my drawings then they became damn pretty. heehee. i shall make use of my day break tmr to tidy up my room and get ready for new year and exams!

2007-02-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

im so tired now after a long long day. its valentines' day today and i have A DAMN WONDERFUL GREAT day. thanks to everyone! and specially MR TAY JOOTAT!
i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you!
heehee.

ok. after all this, i still have lots of work to do. shall update with pictures soon.
:D

2007-02-12T20:56:00.000+08:00

VALENTINES' DAY IS COMINGGGGGGGGGGGG! :D

ok. so school today was pretty boring, but i got no choice. have to go out tmr for some shopping. who wants to go with me? i need to buy that jootat's present. hahahaha. hopefully u will like it!

2007-02-11T21:30:00.000+08:00

i realised i had missed out alot with my secondary school friends. i dont know why. hope to meet up with you all soon. some times, i dont know whether is it worth to be there. 'cause i dont feel the link. i dont feel the effort.

i have yet to find my __________.

2007-02-11T12:23:00.000+08:00

woohoo! im damn freaking happy and tired now. so i shall post photos to let u know why im HAPPY! :D

day out with deedee on friday to clarke quay and town. trying to find my camera but no :(

so saturday was RSN. we played our best! and we got champions! u can see my from tan, tired and sleepy face than we definitely worked hard. and im so freaking happy cause it's my first medal and its a GOLD! :)

2007-02-09T22:33:00.000+08:00

what im feeling now cant be describe

father refuse to listen to me.
i dont know what else i can do.
buy or not to buy? $300
its not alot for a camera but its not like $3 also.
and the worst thing is i dont know whether my father will be pleased.
he always refuse to see and hear what i tried.
and i dont know what he wants.
$300 is not a small amount for me.

and i dont know what you want also.
you had been acting weird recently
i know u are stress
but please stand in my shoes and think for me please.
i feel the stress for you too
can you feel mine?
cause i dont know

2007-02-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

im so tired. i finished the fashion project. sort of actually. still short of the 4 designs that i need to come up with, bind then im done. training yesterday was alright. i can feel our team getting better and so hope we can do our very best for tmr's game at changi.

yesterday, before training, im suppose to attend fashion class but i skipped because i "have" to accompany deedee to edgefield primary school to help ju with the kids there to play rugby. hahahaha. they are so cute but really difficult to control. im sure deedee and i had fun. but we were so tired after that for training. today i went to liang court to find my camera, as what i thought it would be, they dont have the colour i used to have and its more expensive as the promotion is over already.

so we head town and shop. got my shoes like finally! and went lucky plaza to search for cameras again. i saw the one i wanted with the cheapest price. $370 but not my colour. and the other one that is olympus $299. im in for the olympus one not because its cheapest, but its much better than the previous one. it has 7.1 megapixels, and convenient batteries and also 1gb memory card at the cheaper price! why not right? so now i need to build up the confidence to let my father know about it. hope he wouldnt be angry that im getting another camera and hopefully he will subsidise abit for me! if not i will be so damn broke.

game tmr and hope we can have fun enjoy and improve. and oh! im so fated to see eyecandy! :)

2007-02-06T18:06:00.000+08:00

i realised that i had been spending alot of my time with makcik and mina. but its great company. so nvm. hahahaha! and i want to go to that liang court place to buy my camera. who wants to go with me? i need to get it quite soon.

i realised that next week is the revision week already, and the week after that will be study break and so im going thailand. time fly pass so fast. so i think i better start studying and do something abt it before i regret.

2007-02-04T15:11:00.000+08:00

these are the photos took yesterday.

there's no right or wrong answer.

2007-02-04T13:35:00.000+08:00

I WANT PHOTOS DEEDEE!

i have lots of overdued photos yet to be posted, and im so not use to my blog being so wordy. today's a sunday, nice and peaceful. how i wish everyday will be like that. so that i can calm myself down to think of the many many things and hopefully to have an answer. i dont know what i should do now, to stay or to leave. i got to decide myself. i want my life to be happy, like how it used to be.

i swear i need loads of sweets, chocolates and ice cream now.

2007-02-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

ok i shall start from friday. went to school for accounting then to hand in project then lunch with deedee and izyan! its so nice to have lunch with them. we talked and eat and laugh and talked. we discuss about lots of things we going to do. like shopping! then izyan went for her lesson and i join deedee in her design studio to do my project. we took bus to town together and i swear the bus ride was a damn horrible one. finally reached town and met up with shuhui and pinwen. wait for the rest and celebration for joyce's 18th birthday starts.

i hope you like what we planned for you. and hope you enjoyed it to the fullest :) reached home at 1 and thanks to gary who sent me home! thank you so much! :)

saturday was a bad one. started feeling damn tired from yesterday, plus training sucks. i shan't elaborate. but after that was happy. cause we went shopping. as planned yesterday. we took neoprints! hahahaha. and i dont want to say much about it also! it all started from deedee marini. but the company was great! met up with choi for awhile! its nice seeing her! i like your short hair la! i want to cut! and i finally found the shoe i want! HAPPY!

and oh! we planned every friday to be a lunch at jupiter's day. so looking forward to it! :)

2007-01-31T22:05:00.000+08:00

im happy girl today! its been a long time since i go town. and i went today to search for that going to be 18th girl birthday present. just hope you will like it. i cant say much. hahaha. so its shopping time. its not for myself i know but you cant stop girls from buying things. hahahaha! so yea! im happy even though i didnt buy much. and i dont need new year clothes too! cause im going bangkok during chinese new year. thats nice but not very nice because that's suppose to be my study break and i got exams to sit for after bangkok. so that's worrying. after that will be really good time! i got hell loads of things i want to do! I WANT TO PLAY! :D

its tmr izyan! tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow! :)

2007-01-28T22:07:00.000+08:00

i have been at home the whole day. my parents are complaining that it feels like they havent seen me for years because im home very late everytime. which is not true but whatever. i did econs and my cds project. im pretty happy with it. got to consult the teacher again next week. hope i doing well. and baby came to find me! which made me really happy, cause i never eat dinner and then he brought me food! :) but he's down with flu, so get well soon! and i forgot to say! NYP FLOORBALL IS IVP CHAMPIONS! yes yes yes! that's really nice. champion for 2 years.

i watched the soccer match yesterday, its my first time, live at the stadium there. its a good experience. but there's really lots of people. after that went to eat frog leg at geylang there. and i was damn scared to take cab home from there because i scared that the taxi driver might drive me to some where else. if u get what i mean. but i met a damn nice and funny uncle. he talked to me all about soccer from geylang to tampines. and that i dont really know much so i just "oh" and "ya" most of the time. but its nice to have this kind of taxi uncle so that i wouldn't be so scared.

and its IZYAN'S BIRTHDAY! on saturday. i hope you enjoyed your day! the cake and everything. i bet you must be wondering why no present from liting? hahaha. but no worries, your present will be up soon. so be patient. u will love it! :)

2007-01-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

ok i think i should blog, before people think that im seriously depressed or something.

things are not going well as u can see but still im ok. there are happy things too, things like pom project is over and im only left with 2. i seriously got to get myself down to serious work. this week is damn packed. as there are 2 tests and there's floorball finals on friday. econs project due next monday and marketing on friday.
so hopefully everything will go smooth and done by next week.
there's like many many things to be done.
i cant wait for holidays
then i can rest and enjoy life.

2007-01-24T21:19:00.000+08:00

please donate to my lost camera fund.
if there's no 2nd hand camera
i will need to buy a first hand before my father find out
and thats like ... ...
:(

2007-01-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

fuck.
what's wrong with me nowadays.
i feel like stabbing myself a thousand times
i lost my camera and i dont even know when
my thumb hurts
i forgot to buy vanguard for presentation tomorrow
i have lots of things left undone.
im seriously at the bottom now.
i dont feel like doing anything
i just want to cry.
what am i going to do?

2007-01-22T23:08:00.001+08:00

FUCK.
I SWEAR LADY LUCK IS NOT ON MY SIDE

2007-01-20T23:16:00.001+08:00

i want to have the confidence to do things that i had decided on.
i dont want to do things that i dont like and dont enjoy
but i still do it because of some other emotions.
i feel damn lousy today,
it was lousy right from the start
invisible.
i guess u all will do better without me?
whether im there anot doesnt make any difference.
i dont feel like a ______ to you all.
im just small and incapable
i just feel like quitting
i dont want to be in it in the first place
there's only one thing that's stopping me
i just feel so lousy
so not important

2007-01-20T22:27:00.000+08:00

today is not a very good day

except for the part that i met up with baby

other than that i had been thinking

thinking of lots of things.

what if? what if...

maybe its better when its only 2

maybe it better when i just stop it

maybe its better if i dont have feelings

maybe its better if i dont exist.

2007-01-20T00:02:00.000+08:00

i know my face sememek ! hahaha. but i just love this 2 pictures so much! fun during open house with rugby people! :)

2007-01-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

today's the worst day i spent in school. im like going to die soon like that. but its over already! and TP OPEN HOUSE 18TH 19TH AND 20TH. i will be at the rugby place. hahahaha. since im involved in openhouse means i got no school on thursday and friday which is a good thing for me! a short break before i get back to all the projects and soon after the open house i will be done with all the pojects. then it will be exams and then holidays. which i cant wait for! :) CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2007-01-16T22:19:00.000+08:00

i lost my purple marker today.
and i dont know when.
it just happened!
im so angry.
i bought it like a week ago only!
:(
and i had ugly cramps today
PAIN that means
:(

im so sad. i keep losing things. and im so busy with all my projects and stuff that i didnt even realise small things like my favourite marker. but open house's going to commence on thursday and lets hope that my loa allows me to skip class for both thursday and friday. cause i dont want to be the only few in class. and open house means spending time with deedee and izyan. i bet izyan will be dying to play cards! she just cant stop it. so im off to school work again.

2007-01-14T15:13:00.000+08:00

ok i got to blog for izyan! hahahaha. so that she wouldnt feel so jealous anymore.

izyan! hahahaha. ok i got picture of u and also you name here! :) i known u love this picture cause we look so sweet and happy in it right! hahahaha. anyway. just want to let u know that u had be a great companion eversince i joined rugby. and u are always there for me when i have problems.

so i had training on saturday and its giving my legs lots of problem. i hope it will be fine in no time. then we went to eat and play murderer! hahahaha.thats always our favourite game. its fun today, getting to know the team better like sprinter! then was really tired when i got home, slept for an hour then went to watch tat's club match. which they lost. but i think the whole team on a whole lack support thats why the thousands times they try to score cannot score. but baby did well. then home to sleep cause i was really tired.

and i have lots of things to do. i cant talk to izyan anymore! so yep. i will end here! :)

2007-01-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

i hate raining days! i always get flu because of that. and this time is the worst of all.
im already not feeling so good and now add with flu! :(
im really like deedee now. holding to toilet roll everywhere i go.
just that i dont eat panadols.
i need to control my diet! hahahaha! im like eating alot everyday! dont believe can ask jootat. hahahaha.

and i need to start on my fashion assignment 2. which is due 8feb.
its like so fast when we only know more about it today. so i guess i really need to rush through it.
ok im off to do all my assignments now! and have an early night!
:)

2007-01-10T21:40:00.000+08:00

yay! met baby today and got this! cute right! hahaha. i got nothing much to blog abt actually. just that im have lots of things to do. like projects, tutorials and many revisions i need to do for the main exam. i got a feelingy i wouldn't do well for the main exams because my mid sem tests are no good. so i need to work extra hard, but im going bangkok during chinese new year which is the study break,which means i got no time to study! i really need to control myself and study hard for the exams this time round. and all the projects are dued end of january. so loads of work to do and i hope that we can do well and give us better grades.

training tomorrow and i hope it will be better.

2007-01-09T18:06:00.000+08:00

let's blog about happy things.
finally i got to meet up with my dearest girl amanda! talked the whole day! its really nice to talk to u amanda. all the funny, scary and AHERM things. hahahaha. really nice and we ate double chocolate cake at project shop cafe. its nice! but too big for a single share already. we shall catch up soon again! and u should be happy that i didnt post this photo up on friendster. hahahaha

and deedee! i know what u saw! and thats my first time wearing it. thanks so much for that not halal percy pig. i really like it! i know u are really sweet. and dont worry abt that new hair. its really ok! i believe it will grow out real soon. take care! see u on thursday ok

thank you lydia! for that wafer sticks. it keep me company through the nights when i need to burn midnight oil for project! and i cant wait for the outcome too! show me before u send ok!

and thank you shimo, for that sweet little msg! :D i wounldn't think about it anymore. i will continue to be that elmo ok! hahahaha

so thats all for the sweet people. im busy with my projects these few days as submission is just next week. i will work hard to finish all. so yea! i will update soon!

2007-01-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

spend the whole day doing photoshop for lydia. im glad she love the picture and i hope her love will love it too because its full of love. hahaha. then went to town to give pinwen his birthday present. i hope we made you day wonderful.

happy birthday pinwen!

2007-01-06T00:59:00.000+08:00

OHH! im a happy girl. let the pictures show u why.

MY NEW BOOTS!

my favourite DAIM from lovely izyan!

and my new love! this is so cute and I LOVE IT SO MUCH! thank my dearest KELLY for this. its really nice and it cant be found in singapore! OMG! i love you kelly! :D

2007-01-05T01:58:00.000+08:00

today was a FUN day! end lesson at 1030 then met deedee to go home and take another pair of boots. then back to school again for out eat,gossip, camwhore and play cards session. then it was training. lightning was scary. training delayed till 7pm then we started playing game. we had a friendly with the national team people. seriously im unhappy with the hwachong girl. but its ok. izyan made my day by giving me a whole box of daim chocolate! THATS MY FAVOURITE. u can easily plant a smile on my face with anything sweet. and i cant stop eating it! hahahaha. im so tired now cause i rushed so many things and im going to sleep already! anyway, its a big day for shuhui today and i want to wish u a very wonderful 18th birthday! :D

2007-01-02T18:29:00.000+08:00

today is a fruitful day. im so sorry dee and izyan for not appearing at bdk interchange at 830am! im really sick and sleepy! sorry la! and i never go out ok! i stayed at home and do the things im suppose to do. so dont blame me already! i've completed statistics, accounting and secret task. hahahahaha. i shld be nice :D

school's starting tomorrow which is :( i hope i can skip school for a year.

2007-01-01T01:39:00.000+08:00

for a new year 2007
did not have a very good start.

2006-12-31T15:02:00.000+08:00

yea! photos! MY HAPPY 17TH! :D

2006-12-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

training today. everyone lack of sleep. hahahaha. and the chalet was fun. definitely get to know the people better. and we played different types of murderer and laughed alot! :) i changed my blogskin too! just because i got nothing to do. and its time for pictures too.

2006-12-30T01:08:00.000+08:00

today is a good day. went for rugby chalet and received a present from deedee marini with the CUTEST wrapping paper ever! thanks alot deedee! i love it alot! :D im super tired now and there's training tmr. im so going to die. hahahaha. hope it will be a good one.

GOOD NIGHTS

2006-12-29T00:43:00.000+08:00

first of all. blogger is damn slowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww and photos cannot be uploaded :(
secondly! IM 17TH YEARS OLD ALREADY!! :D

ok i shall start with 27th of december 2006
met shuhui, joyce, cherlyn, zhenhui, pinwen and kayjoo at mind cafe. proceed to playing loads of crazy games! its really fun there. we really shout our lungs out. the whole cafe is so noisy but its really nice and enjoyable there. then proceed to their "night safari" which is the esplande and surprise from amanda lydia and hsingyee! omg! im really shocked! i didnt expect u girls to be there. so long never see, really miss you girls alot. then cake again, plus present opening session. i got really great gifts from them. then some performance and games to drag time. drag time for what? hahahaha. waiting for my beloved boyfriend to arrive. which is another surprise for me. again, im being blindfolded and carried to somewhere i dont know. when i open my eyes, he's right infront of me with another cake! hahahahaha. then everyone shouted HAPPY BIRTHDAY and run off. leaving me and jootat to spend some time together.

IM REALLY HAPPY, SURPRISED AND TOUCHED! i love you people. thank you so much for putting in so much effort to plan and do everything just for me. i enjoyed myself to the fullest! its great memories again. (like last year's) i really appreciate what you all have done for me! thank you so much loves!

then is 28th of december
went for night at the museum with jootat first. then dinner at new york new york together with andrew, lianxin, stanley and joanne. good food and great company! then off to kbox for some singing. its been a long time i step into kbox. then after much shouting and singing. its a cake again! haha! then home. thank you again! its been a great day though it's a simple one. THANK YOU VERY MUCH! :D

so thank you to all whom sent me msges and tags. thank you for remembering and the blessings! i had a wonderful 17th birthday. i love the presents! its really nice and useful :)

last but not least, A BIG HUG TO MY BOYFRIEND! you are the best! thank you for being there with me all the time :D and making my birthday such a memorable one! LOVE!! i had 4 cakes in total! HAHAHAHA

tomorrow will be another long day at the chalet with rugby people. it will be good! :)

2006-12-26T20:59:00.000+08:00

rained the whole day today. im supposed to go out and do something. but because of the rain im damn lazy so i stayed at home to watch tv and eat. while i was eating grapes i saw this... ... damn cute!

2006-12-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

today is a happy day. out with baby and friends today. first went to buy present and i cant find the design that i want! thats like arrggghh! but nevermind. i hope you like it! :) then to bugis for steamboat. i ate a lot! really a lot. then head to vivocity to walk around and have some fun. we played racing, dog and bone and 123 wood man at the sky garden. we really enjoyed ourselves to the fullest. we played like no one's watching. i love this christmas, despite having headache and slight flu. its the chocolates and love that cured me! i got a book for christmas! i really love it. it's "PS I LOVE YOU" by cecelia ahern. its going to be with me everywhere i go.

and im really excited because 3 more days :)

2006-12-24T18:27:00.000+08:00

SICK.
i hate this word.
and its christmas eve.
my head is like 10kg now.
and my whole body is so painful i dont know what to do.
i just hope it will be better tomorrow.

2006-12-24T13:30:00.000+08:00

1. Coca-Cola was originally green.
2. The most common name in the world is Mohammed.
3. The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.
4. TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters on one row of the keyboard.
5. Women blink nearly twice as much as men!
6. It is impossible to lick your elbow.
7. It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky.
8. The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English language.
9. 111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321
10. What do bullet proof vests, fire escapes, windshield wipers and laser printers all have in common? >> Answer - All invented by women.
11. A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out.
12. A snail can sleep for three years.
13. All polar bears are left handed.
14. Butterflies taste with their feet.
15. Elephants are the only animals that can't jump.
16. An ant always falls over on its right side when intoxicated.

hahaha. this is something i found in an email. quite amazing right. hahaha. and today is christmas eve. im feeling sick :(

2006-12-21T22:06:00.000+08:00

social touch today. its fun. long time since we played fun touch like that. and definitely lots of funny things happened. and there's something that bite me, causing 2 big swollen lumps on my leg. its not like normal mosquito bite. like some other thing. its itchy and BIG. anyway. im sorry for not attending the 1b18 christmas gathering today. i didnt know abt it! hahahah. shichao forgot to inform me. and so its a little too late when i know abt it. so sorry yep.

2006-12-21T12:03:00.000+08:00

thank god there's DD. finally there's someone having the same feeling and thoughts as i do. ahahahah. i miss you so much la dee! cant wait to see how black you are now.

2006-12-21T00:10:00.000+08:00

christmas is cominggggg! birthday too! im so excited about it. hahaha but besides that im bored. i have been staying at home alot these few days. hahahaha. but i did alot of things at home. productive. hahahaha. anyway, choi! can i have you address please? i got something sweet to send you. and i went through the photos today :D

i havent been catching up with u amanda!
and i definitely miss this bunch of people that made my secondary school livke wonderful!
i cant stop laughing at this picture. hahahaha. look at kailing!
i miss deedee and choi! 2 spastic and 1 emo girl. hahaha. long time since we camwhore like that
camwhore queen got nice eyes!

2006-12-17T11:58:00.000+08:00

im bored. :( i stayed at home the whole of saturday and sunday. i cant imagine myself doing it. hahahaha. its just tv, food, sleep, computer and word search. hahhaha. this shld be my life if i want to save some money and get ready for chritmas. there's lots of christmas presents to buy. so i got to bear with this first ! boo. im bored. i miss everyone! its been a long time since i hand out with people like amanda, peiyu, cherlyn and shuhui also. i want to go out arh!

2006-12-16T20:46:00.000+08:00

ohh finally i can post pictures, so here they are! :)
aishya and i

TP VS NP, only deedee and me there.
TP VS ITE
last match, and tp won! champions! :D

taken by cailin too

tpiranhas barbeque

2006-12-15T21:13:00.000+08:00

this is going to be a long entry. yay! exams had ended. so the long waited holidays are here! :D mid semester test on a whole was quite ok. except for some urgh papers. thank god i survived through it and so its over! and i will have more time to do the things that i wanted to do! so the first day of my holiday, i spend it with baby. just a normal day. went out to eat and just spend time with each other. i went to change the address on my ic also. i suppose to change it immediately after i shifted but i didnt had time. then went home and sit infront of the computer and start learning about html. i long wanted to make a blogskin for myself and so here it is! hahaha. im proud of myself! self-learnt ok! hahahaha. even though its not the nicest, but its good enough for me already. for a first timer. hahahaha. :) and i shall upload photos later also.

holidays are here. im going to spend it wisely. more time for rest, fun, friends and baby. hahahaha. christmas is coming! my birthday is coming! hahahaha. im so excited about it. i hope it's going to be a good year end. anyway. baby got me this wallet that's really nice and i love it! hahahaha. thank you! so sweet of him and im quite surprised that he got it for me also, cause i wanted a new wallet for quite some time. and so one item on the wishlist down! :)

there's so many things i want to do. i want to catch up with the friends that i missed. please come and date me! i also need to do alot of shopping! partly for christmas and partly for myself. i havent been to town for ages! like since the last time i worked. so i dont really know how it looks like now. hahahaha. ok i guess i talked enough. its time for pictures!

blogger is such a bitch. sorry ! i cant post for photos now. and anyway the photo on top is taken by cailin. hahaha. for her photography module or something like that :)

2006-12-10T20:46:00.000+08:00

so, rugby for the year had officially ended. and i shall get myself to studying already. i cant wait for all the exams to end. 3 days for world schools competition. i got myself super burnt. hahahaha. but im happy with what we had done so far. i have so many photos to upload but blogger is so sucky. i cant wait to receive the photos from nicole clare too. photos with the south africa people. its a pity we never take picture with the other handsome guys la! right izyan? hahahaha. so for now i will stick to the books and update another time soon. it will be photos too :)

2006-12-05T16:12:00.000+08:00

many things happened past few days. first, congrats to tpiranhas for being the champion for this year's polite :D then we had a barbeque to end the season. its really nice with all the girls, food and camwhoring. hahaha. photos will be uploaded. exams are coming so soon! i dont know what i should do. hahahaha. and im also playing for the all schools competition this coming weekend. it's really at the wrong time. i hope i can cope with exams moreover, i injured my thumb yesterday during training. its so pain i cant write properly! :( i pray for the to heal soon. if not im going to suffer for both the games and exams. i will update again after the exams i hope. when its time to relax and have fun! and ohoh! MY BIRTHDAY ! :D heh.

2006-11-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

i've got so many things to say and so many photos to upload. but im so tired now to do anything. just finished training and i think its a good one. we played games throughout together with the senior senior people. hahahaha. its fun! :) tomorrow's the last match for tpiranhas in polite, so good luck to you girls! u can do it! :)

and tpiranhas bbq this saturday 7pm at east coast park .please make yourself free!

2006-11-28T17:33:00.000+08:00

yay! one more month to my birthday!

2006-11-27T18:50:00.000+08:00

2006-11-26T11:25:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a tiring yet exciting. its the oasis touch carnival. i was playing in the under 17 section. there was 6 teams in total including tp babies. mostly all the angmohs. we were doing well i think and went into the semis. its was really nervous to stand on the pitch during the semi finals match. we put up a tough fight for them. and the french girls are really annoying. u girls cant play without that world cup player ok. anyway its all over and we were happy with what we achieved. well done tp babies! :) im now all red and burnt. hahahaha. im glad to be in this team and we were so much closer from where we started. and thanks aini for teaching me all the malay arh ! hahahahaha.

and and and monday got no training! yay! hahahaha good luck to tpiranhas for the game on monday! i got to rush all my projects this week. its going to be busy busy and busy. hahahahaha. yep. going to meet those idiots for a while later. long time since we met up. so yep. uodate later! :)

2006-11-24T22:20:00.000+08:00

pictures taken during amanda's birthday.

tomorrow is saturday already! i hope everything will go on smoothly. and after this whole week of rugby, next week i shall get started on my projects already. as i only have one week left to complete the project and i hope i can make it. hahaha. yep thats all for now. will update soon.

2006-11-22T09:47:00.000+08:00

happy birthday my dear friend amanda. hahahaha. its nice chilling out with u guys at indochine ytd. hahahaha. hope you enjoyed your birthday and that enormous cake. hahahaha. photos soon! :) and ytd's also the first match for tpiranhas in polite. vs sp 3-0. good game. i was so excited for them. hah. sp vs tp contact rugby today. its going to be a damn exciting match. im definitely going to watch that. good luck to all the people playing. and saturday is coming so soon. im not sure whether im feeling the right way. i guess it will be alright.

:)
everything happened for a reason. and why is it always me?

2006-11-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

this week is going to be a damn busy week. training today, it was fine i guess, just that i think im not confident enough to do all the moves and i cant get it right. but it ok. i guess we will do it well on saturday. tomorrow's a big day. polite touch tp vs sp. and its amanda's birthday! so im going to go school then go nyp for the match then meeting my friends for the celebration.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST AMANDA!
and wednesday another big match, sp vs tp contact rugby. a match must catch! hahaha. and saturday and sunday is the oasis touch competition. hahahaha. one week full of actions! hahahaha. :) and oh. good lucks to the girls tmr! tpiranhas woosh!

2006-11-14T17:47:00.000+08:00

im suppose to be at work now. but my manager called my last minute to say that i dont have to go already. which is yay! and i spent the rest of the day at home doing productive things. all the way from 2pm to now. hahahaha. i photoshop-ed 4 photos today. for cherlyn and zhenhui. really tiring. but im glad they like it. i did tutorials and also research on marketing and fashion project. hahaha. im proud of myself! :) im feeling the pressure already. all the projects. though its not as much as last sem but its more difficult now. i still hope we can score well.

and i think im going to watch floorball match later. and also. i enjoyed training ytd. i learnt alot. and i think we can achieve some thing as a team. we definitely can do it! :)

2006-11-12T00:24:00.000+08:00

what's the point of helping someone? some times i really see no point in it. i go all out to do you a favour but you are making things difficult for me. i've already promised people and now u tell me u dont want it so soon. of all people i gave it to you. but you are not treasuring it. what do you think friends are for?

some times i feel that i do not exist. everywhere. no matter who im with i feel invisible. i tried my best but i dont have that drive to do so anymore. i dont feel needed. im just like a nobody.

i tired so hard to do everything nicely, but they just dont turn out well.
disappointments after disappointments
im hurt too
i just take it positively.
everyone thinks that im alright with it. im just hiding it.
deep down, i want to cry.
i want to cry out loud. let everything flow
but i choose to keep it.
how much people understand and care for me?
i dont know how long i can keep this.

2006-11-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

hello! sorry for not updating. hahaha. there's nothing much to be updated though.
getting used to the new house. its pretty fine. just that some things just gone missing. and i dont even remember unpacking it or whatever. hahaha. and congrats to my dear izyan for making the captain. u shall be name captain izzy now. hahah. we shall work hard work together as a team. we can do it together right! :)

anyway, went to watch polite floorball match just now. tp vs sp 8-2 they played very very well! hahaha. they were actually losing in the first place but they work hard and win it back. im not there for tp match though. hahahaha. im watching nyp's match. nyp vs np 1-1 u guys played well! hahahaha. good score baby! top scorer in the making right! though it's a draw i believe u played your best. u guys can beat the other polys! :)

2006-11-02T19:25:00.000+08:00

ohh gosh! i got so many things to do. i didnt go for training today. i feel so guilty. but i cant go, i have so many things to pack and get ready to move by tmr morning 9am. and the worst thing is i still have to help my brother pack his stuff because he cant get out of the stupid camp tonight and also tmr to help in the moving. what an idiot. i dont feel like going to school tmr. so many things for me to do! and i dont have the time! :( and i have yet to go to ikea and get all the nice storage boxes to keep my things. anyway. i had my cds today and i made friends! hahahaha. so im a happier person for cds now. hahahaha. its not that difficult to break that ice though. heehee. and i realise that this semester i dont have that drive to go to school anymore. i had been dragging myself to lectures and tutorials everytime and always lazy to do the homework. ITS ONLY THE 2ND WEEK! what's happening to me man. i guess i better buck up and get everything fresh again, especially with the new house. i shall be a brand new start again. and im blogging now because i wouldn't be able to blog in anytime soon because im moving.

and oh ya. watched the contact rugby match ytd. tp vs np. the np people attitude really sucks. i cant stand it. but still tp won. with the score of 15-5. i hope i got the scores right. much thanks to chun for teaching me arh ! hahahaha. shimo and ruby dont ahve to correct me ok! hah! and shimomok likes to wipe her wet hands on my face, collect funds and msg everyone whether they going to watch the rugby match anot! hah!

2006-11-01T08:59:00.000+08:00

school is getting boring. its only the 2nd week of school and im feeling bored alr. havent been doing anything productive these few days. just dont feel like going school :( maybe its because im busy with all the packing that made me so tired and refuse to do other things. anyway on a happier note! i bought a new havaianas! hahahaha. its white! though i know many people will say that it will be very dirty in no time but i still like it. so simple and pure like that. and that design. i havent seen it before. so i just rush there grab that piece, try it,buy it! :) ahahahha. pictures time.

izyan lulu and i

GO TITANS! :)

tp vs rp contact rugby match

ma and lovely choi

deedee liting and choi

tpiranhas gathering at choi's place

steph and i playing props

2006-10-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

ok i feel like blogging again. all i want to say is
phs grads 4express 2005, chalet on 31dec-1jan.
everyone's invited ! :)

and and and im going to move house real soon alr. my room's done. going to see tomorrow. and yay! hahahaha. i cant wait to get to a new place to like start everything again. actually i quite like to move house :) and that's all. there's alot of packing and researching for me to do. good night everyone! :)

2006-10-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

ooh long time since i updated. school for 3 days. its fine i guess. im only upset with one thing and that is my cds. i took 20th century fashion. first lesson's today. its a subject that im very interested in. and after today's briefing abt the subject and the projects. i really like it and looked forward to it. even though its going to be alot of research but im happy i chose this cds. but im a loner in the class :( its pretty sad i sat alone thoughout the whole lesson today. i got no friends and i cant like talk to someone in class or ask questions or what. just boo :( i just hope i can make friends.

and i watched tp titans first match against rp. its so exciting! first time watching a contact rugby match, learnt alot abt it too. and they fought during the game. its my first time to see such things. yep so. hahahahaa. but still tp won! 22-0 congrats! :) we so look forward to the next game. right dee? hahaha. its going to be a more exciting game.

and also after the match, met tat for a movie. deathnote. its not that scary but the guy's really intelligent. just a book and he can use it in such a way. i want his brain but not the character. hahahaha. its a nice day spent with baby :)

2006-10-19T13:39:00.000+08:00

boo. timetable's out. school starting is already sad enough and with a lousy timetable now is really :(

mon> 2-6
tues>9-1
wed>11-4
thurs> 9-6
fri>11-4

actually is not that bad. but mon and thurs ends at 6. which means i need to rush for trg. and thursday is such a loooonnnnngggggg day! :( hahaha. but i got the cds that i wanted! yay! im going to cut my hair. then off to trg! :)

2006-10-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

i had fun today! had work in the morning. morning shift only. so its until 6pm. talked alot with yani today. hahahaha. gossips and shopping! :) she's my favourite girl at work. hahaha. baby came to meet me after my work and off we go to vivo city. hahahaha. first time there. its really BIG there. and there's alot alot alot of things. hahahaha. its going to be heaven there man. but also means spending alot of money. they have everything town has and even more. plus all the nice nice sea view and sea breeze! omg that's so nice. i can spend my whole day there man. eating all the nice food and shopping of course! meet me there on payday. hahaha. anyhoo. i enjoyed my day alot today. just by sitting down with tat by the sea, eating our favourite ben&jerry ice cream with biscuits. hahaah. its really relax and enjoyment. harbourfront will be so fun next time. with all north east line, monorail to sentosa and vivocity. WOO! :)

2006-10-16T12:27:00.001+08:00

the haze is getting worst. i woke up this morning and realise that the view outside my window is all blur. we are all breathing in unhealthy air. its not good for us man. the weekends are crazy. worked most of it. its taka special and its really busy and tiring there. but its over alr. heh. and saturday is the best. no work, went out with amanda and friends. took neoprints. hahahaha. its been a long time since we met up, a longer time since we took neoprints. hahahah. abit weird but still its nice. then off to meet jootat for the wedding dinner. felt funny there. i shant elaborate. ok so the weekends are over and the new week starts again. training on monday and deedee marini is back! :) i cant wait for timetable to be out. it will only be out on wednesday or thursday i think. and thats so late. school's going to start soon. boo ):

ohh. and reply to choi's tag. hmmm. i think im free on thursday. as for the price and the food right. you got to know how many people is attending. if not you will not know what to buy and so on. yep.

2006-10-12T22:47:00.000+08:00

training today. we learnt recovery from aisha. keep running and running. it's fitness. there will be more of fitness as there will be selections for the polite team. yep. but still training was fruitful and fun. back to basics. hands, quickie,2v1 situation and nice dumps.

suppose to have a game with OFS this sat but its off already. so this saturday will be going out with amanda and friends then to wedding dinner. there's work tomorrow. full shift ): i will be damn tired. just had training today and tomorrow will be work from 930-1030. omg. i hope there wouldn't be much crowd. so that it will be more relax. but i doubt so. because it's takashimaya special. so i guess they having some sales or what so all the kiasu people will be rushing in, try all the stuff and so on ):

anyway. just to let all the people who read to know. gathering at choi's place is either next wed or friday. so please go to tpiranhas.net check the details and say which day u prefer. yep. thats all for today :D

2006-10-09T12:44:00.000+08:00

hello. haha. i actually wanted to blog a few days ago. but when i come to this page i realise that there's nothing for me to blog about. hahaa.quite sad actually. but its ok. saturday was the last game for NTL but there's wasn't any game. psi was 130 and UWC didnt turn up because of that.
work on sunday. hahaha. on sunday night, when i was about to sleep, i suddenly felt that my eye (right eye) damn itchy and irritated. i dont know what happened. i just keep rubbing. after rubbing for about 5 mins i went to the mirror and see then the right eye became red eye. so i cant rub anymore so just go to sleep. and this morning i wake up to see the right eye become swollen eye and the inside feel funny. i dont know what happen la. it looks normal now but still feel funny inside. hahaha. i hope there isnt any problem with my small eye.

oh ya. and deedee is going back to indo. and so i hope she enjoy her trip back and please buy presents for me and ask them to stop burning the forests. hahaha. okae. there's training later. the only thing i have today. first training for ip. hope it will be good. yep. and and and happy 30th month to me and jootat (:

2006-09-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

izyan + liting + deedee + choi = LOVE

tat and me :)

these 2 pictures explain the tags. thanks alot. im better now. just at the moment felt very down. i really feel the love there and i love it, treasure it. sunday is a good day because no work for me and im going to meet up with my secondary school friends. over to yawen's place for her daughter's one mth. yep. cant wait for monday then i will be able to meet up with the girls and shop, watch movie and have fun together playing touch :) heh. and and and
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DEEDEE MARINI SHERMAN

just look at her! hahahaha. i cant believe she's 18th already. you better like the present from us and treat me better! :D heh.

2006-09-27T14:22:00.000+08:00

i hate this. i feel like a maid in here. and to think about it, maids are better at least they get paid and also more freedom. in this looks-to-be-very-happy family of mine is actually a disaster to be in. i have got no rights. i may be the youngest, but does that mean that i have to do all the chores for you guys while you enjoy? do i have to get orders from you to do and buy everything you want for you. and after doing all these things im never appreciated, you never say thank you and all i get from you is all scoldings. things like fuck you, idiot, so stupid, irritating, and useless are what i always get. i always keep quiet, i never argue back. i just go into my small little room and cry. even though you know that you had misunderstood me, you never say sorry. you just pretend that nothing had happened and continue ordering me and the cycle continues. you always say i dont treat this like my home my family. but have you ever thought that why im i acting like that? is because of you. you guys dont even treat me like a family, i dont see any good reason for me to stay at home and get ordered, scolded and humiliated by you.

i always hated this. from young till now, its always like that. i will never be like them.
i always feel that im fated to have a bad life. born in such a family, not good in my studies, i dont play rugby well, everything is on the down side. i never really get to enjoy and be really happy. i just want to be a happy girl.

2006-09-18T11:46:00.000+08:00

today's another off day for me! yay-ness! :) hahahaha. i can only blog on off days la. so busy with work that im so tired to blog. i watched JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE on friday. hahaha. its a very nice show. friends, please go and watch. and please date me out for little man and devil wears prada. heh. and saturday is NTL game with bucks 12-1. and and and the hero of the day is AINI! who scored against wantoks! omg la. we were screaming as if they won the world cup! hahahahaha. im so happy for them! :D things are getting better i guess. except for the part that i dont have enough time and money to go out with my dearest friends and jootat. also nobody date me la! hahahaha. so. u guys get my hint right! :)

2006-09-14T15:50:00.000+08:00

today's a bad bad day for me. im super bored, i have my period, its raining. and i got my results back. its not that bad but not up to my expectations. the papers were manageable so i believed that i can do better :( anyway. its over alr. i shall not be so upset abt it anymore. and be thankful that i have an A. (choi! you owe me one icecream!) i will work damn hard the next sememster. i know my new class will be better. went for angie's chalet ytd. its was funny. the guys really did alot for angie. even though i only know her for awhile but i wish her all the best in australia and enjoy her stay there.

work these few days are very busy due to IMF. but its okae. at least i dont waste my time rotting at home.

2006-09-11T15:10:00.000+08:00

havent been updating. yep. my life now is so so so busy. i found a job at tommy hilfiger. so now is either work or rugby. very busy. dont have time to go out rest or whatever. i still hope to make the best out of everything in my life. thanks tat for being so understanding and is always there for me :)

2006-09-03T13:01:00.000+08:00

changed my blogskin. i think its damn cute and it suit me. as in my dream. I WANT TO BE TALL! like the giraffee. hahahah. yesterday is NTL week 4. we lost to wantoks (wantots?) hahahha. 6-1. but its was a damn happy game. they are fast and experience and the best rugby club. we managed to score 1! by vie! hahahaha. we are screaming like hell when she try. hahahaha! thats definitely the best try ever. its damn hot ytd and my head is damn pain due to the stupid fall. but its okae. hahahaha. i enjoyed myself. trainings as usual on monday. havent been training for 2 weeks. really miss training. yea. its time for me to learn new things and improve myself. i want to be a good player on the field.

and im damn damn damn angry on friday. because my mother lost my jersey. i really feel damn angry and feel like crying la. its my first jersey with my name on it la! and i got to wear choi's jersey to play on sat. how irritating. it better be in the house :(

2006-09-01T12:08:00.000+08:00

YEAH! exams arh over! hahaha. yesterday was the last accounting paper and yes! im done with it. the paper was okae. manageable i guess. hopefully i never make any silly mistakes. and after the paper. i wanted to go back to PHS. to meet my beloved teachers. but i didnt manage to. cause school's over by the time i finish and so i only went to amk to meet up with shuhui, zhenhui, cherlyn, kelly and joyce. we went to kbox for like 6 hours i guess. and the service there really no good. but we had fun. its so cold there. everyone like freezing and i almost fell asleep. hahaha. cant blame me. i didnt sleep well the past few days and so was very tired and my eyes are like panda's. then then. rush to town to meet up with amanda, peiyu, lydia and hsingyee. long time since i last met up with lydia. had a great talk with them. and took lots of pictures. i shall not say much. and let the pictures do the talking :)

peiyu hsingyee amanda and lydia :)
the sunflower i gave to lydia
group pic :D
amanda peiyu and me !
candid shot